"I desire the things that will destroy me in the end."
"I tried everything I could to get over her. I went out with friends at night, I climbed mountains during the day, I learned how to play the guitar and I sang sad songs that described exactly the heart break I was feeling. I went for long walks alone, watched the sun set and picked beautiful flowers. I did so many beautiful things to get over her but they ended up making me wish she was there to see them with me. I tried so hard only to let it get taken away by seeing her colour of brown eyes on another girl sitting beside me in a traffic jam on a Thursday evening. And I never thought people were telling the truth when they said you will love your first love forever… now I believe it."
